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EVERYONE, LISTEN UP!
The time has come, and I got a new journal.
If you love me, add me. (Or even if you like me just a tad bit).
I got sick of looking at this one, and it gave me bad memories and regrets.
I want a fresh start.
If you wanna be in on this, you know what to do.
[Click!] ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) da_camel_head
I added everyone who I think reads my journal, or who's journals I read. If you read mine and I didn't add you, sorry. Just comment on my new journal and tell me.
Goodbye, ysabellybutton...
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So today I heard "Here Without You" and it made me sad. And then I was sad, I missed Toby, and Nellie came up to me and said, "What's wrong?" and I said, "I miss Toby" and she said, "What about Scott?" and I said... "It's not like that" except it is, but I like Scott, but I miss Toby because he dropped me on my butt and I am freaking tired of saying that same old saying because it's old and I hate it because it's true and I don't know why I am writing about this. Because I don't even know what I think of it. And I'm rambling. And the story of Toby is long, and "Drive Away" still makes me cry. I hate you, but I love you, do you even know what you do to me, even without you here? I can't imagine not knowing him. But I wish I didn't.
Other than that, my life is peachy. I love my Salad Head. Tomorrow is the last day of day camp, then there's teen camp! ::excited face:: I went shopping tonight and bought a new pair of jeans from Kevin at AE and it was nice. Maggie said she liked my butt in them, which is good. Uhmm. I saw Mags, Laura, Mark, Katie, and Sarah, and I like seeing people I know at public places. Hmm.
So also, things that have been making me sad and angry with myself lately is that I regret some things and I am supposed to live a life with no regrets but I guess I suck at that. And you can't erase the past, and you can't take it back, but I want to. It's just not fair.
But even though I can't take back the past, Jesus can forgive me for my mistakes. But it still makes me sad.
So I guess tonight I feel like being whiny? And pity-ful?
I will be better. I am in pain, and tired.
I should stop complaining. Jesus loves me!
Shut up, Satan.
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This week was very tiring, but most parts of it were awesome. It was lip sync week for Day Camp, so that was fun! All the tribes were very cute with theirs... Ours could have been better, but since the girls wouldn't cooperate since some wanted to do it and some didn't, it was as good they made it. Tribe 6 was hilarious, "It's Raining Men.. Counselors!" and I think Tribe 8's was my favorite. Jon and Nick looked hilarious. They did a good job.
Other than that, my business resulted in me not getting much sleep, being stressed out, and because of the stress getting a cold sore (sick!) and a "ganglion cyst" on my wrist. That thing freaking scared me. It started hurting Wednesday and killed at DQ, and then Thursday morning I talked to Sherri about it, who told me I needed rest, ice, and Tylenol, and then if it didn't get better, go to the doctor. So I did that, and then Thursday after we came back from Nowell Pool, some kid ran smack dab into it. That hurt like hecka bad. So, I went home that night and took some painkillers, then showered and took a nap for about 2 hours. After I woke up, it felt better. My daddy took me to Red Lobster! It was awesome, we both looked like bums (I was about to go to the overnight, and he had just finished working on the fence) and I laughed about it. After we ate good eats, he took me to the center. I got really hyper and blamed it on my painkillers. Uhm.
The overnight was really awesome. Bon Bon told Scott about me, and he brought up the college thing, which is okay, because I didn't want to date him, and that was one of the reasons I had about it. He's just so.. I don't know. He loves Jesus a whole lot. That is what attracts me to him, it's not just that he's cute. I didn't even notice he was until after I thought about him being so solid. I mean, sure, he has curly hair.. But still. I haven't talked to him about it, because we are always around kids, but I will, because I don't want him to think I'm some pansy little girl who can't talk about her feelings so she has to get Bon Bon to talk about them. But Thursday night, we were sitting talking with Nellie, Pat, and Saladhead, and it was fun. We also worshipped. It was "for the kids", but there were two girls in there, plus me, Nell, Scott, Steve, Kitty, Saladhead, Mags, Jay and some other counselors lol. Scott knew all the words to the worship songs and is just... Ohemgee. I don't know how to explain it. If you've ever been attracted to someone because of how much they love Jesus, you would understand, I'm sure. If not, then don't worry about it.
Anyways. The rest of the week was good, and yesterday was awesome! The Dunes were great, and we (Jake, Saladhead, me, Nellie, John, Pat) made a movie climbing up the dune, and it's so hilarious. It took us like an hour to get up there, lol. I think we are going to turn it into the movie fest for Grace this October. When we were running down the dune, Pat fell down on his face, haha! I laughed and was like, "I can't stop laughing, but I need to because I am going to fall as well!" lol. Nellie, Kristina and I went for a long walk, and that was fun, because I got to talk to Kristina. I like her. I didn't go in the Lake, but that's because it was freaking cold!! I put my toe in, and was like. Uhm, no. It was all around a fun day, I fell asleep both on the way there and back with Emily singing to me. That was fun, I love you Emily :-).
The dinner was freaking awesome! Everyone looked so cute, and we took tons and tons of pictures, it was an awesome night. Kristina got crowned queen and Josh Wagner again as king. I was happy.
All around, this week was tiring, but good. I wouldn't trade my life for the world. This week is the last week of Day Camp (sniff), and then next week is TEEN CAMP! AHHH I AM SO EXCITED! The only bad thing - there is a John Mayer concert in Chicago August 1st, but we leave August 1st. That is way sad, because I dream about seeing him in concert like, all the time. Oh well. Teen camp! Whoot!
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Not much to say. Alex called me yesterday and we talked about a lot of things, which is good, because we needed to. So yeah. Uhmm.
I want my freakin The Moon Is Down cd back. Plus, I let Joyce borrow How To Start A Fire, and I want that one back too.
But, for a weekend update, I guess, Friday Katie and I hung out and ate soup, and also saw Kevin Fiske (still.my.hero.) at the mall working job numero dos. That was fun, I enjoy seeing him and talking to him. I really need to talk to Josh about him coming to TC. Anyways. Then, I went home after buying some sweet sunglasses. After that, my brother and I went to see Kill Bill Vol. 2 (second time for me) at like 9.20, and it was good. Plus, I totally didn't pay for myself. I like having a big brother, even though I have two jobs. Hah. That movie makes me wish I were badass, like Uma.
Saturday I got up early. License....'d, where I saw Jacob Wiekert and Sarah Dean. Whoo whoo. Plus, I worked. Working was kind of a drag, kind of fun. Me and Tor still have our tickling sessions. I was just tired. But we weren't that busy, praise the Lord.
So today we slept in late, and went to the worship service and not to sunday school. Meh, it happens. And then, I ate some Subway, and walked my doggie. Tonight I plan on first off going to the Family Christian Store to buy Aaron a Bible, and then to Grace. It was nice having two Sundays off in a row, but next week I am working for Torsten on Sunday, with Rhiannon, Zane and Cam. We'll just see how that works out.
This week will tire me out. Wanna hear? (Even if you don't, I don't care).
Monday - Day Camp 8-4, DQ 5-11.30.
Tuesday - Day Camp 7.30-4, Teen Night 5.30-?
Wednesday - Day Camp 8-4, DQ 5-11.30.
Thursday - Day Camp 8-4, Tribes 7 and 8 ALL NIGHTER at CYC 8-Next morning.
Friday - Day Camp (still there from night before)-4, DQ 5-11.30.
Saturday - D Day!! All day at the Dunes, baby, and then dinner at the Wagner's/crowning of the king and queen (my guesses - Jesse Roach and Kristina Delost). Exciting.
I think that Saturday is the only day I am looking forward to. Well, no. I am kind of excited for the all nighter, since almost all the counselors are going, including Scott, so that is cool, but I am not looking forward to staying up all night and then having to work the next night at DQ. We shall be using rest time wisely that day, I will make sure of it.
Uhm.. Yeah? I'm bored right now.
Oh, I gotta pee.
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What should I do with my el-jay?
I had a new layout for awhile, but the picture pissed me off because I couldn't read everything, because the colors changed. So I took the picture off, and now it's boring. I want to learn how to put everything on the side and then a picture on the other side? Maybe?
Jayme... This means you. I need help!
<3 Me
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So yeah, last night, I had the weirdest dream. I had a house, and I shared it with Torsten. Jacob Weikert lived next door, and we were buddies. Torsten went out one night and then got killed, somehow. I don't remember that clearly. But I remember then someone else died, too, and they were hanging. So then, I saw that in my dream and ran home. I met Jake, and I was sad, so in my dream he held my hand. And we walked hand-in-hand into my house, where we met a cop. This cop told me to clean the place, because it was a pigsty because Torsten is a pig. And then, Jacob and I held hands and ate mashed potatoes mixed with Misty syrup. It was quite possibly one of the weirdest dreams I've ever had. I told Jake about it today, and he laughed, and then looked at me all seriously and said, "If someone ever dies, I will come over and hold your hand and eat mashed potatoes with you." And that was quite possibly one of the sweetest things ever said to me. Awwwe.
Anyway. This week is going by soo slowly. Today I kept thinking it was Thursday (well, maybe I was just hoping it was Thursday, because I really want this week to be over - I'm just way too tired). I also really want to get paid. Which is today (Hey, today! I forgot, it's Wednesday. PAYDAY.) and Friday. I want to get my Teen Camp bill paid and buy some things. I spend too much money, fo' real. But at least I don't worry about it, and I'm really glad I don't have to ask my parents for money when I want to buy something really bad. Anyways. Enough about money.
I think this post is pointless. What to talk about.. Day Camp? Okay. Well, all the Jr. Counselors that are going to be sophomores like people and they all have no self-esteem and I think it's funny. Because I am friends with a lot of them. Like Joe, now he is downright silly. Justin and I laugh at him. Man, I love Justin. We were laughin so hard last Friday night during King Arthur (which, by the way, was the most BORING movie ever). Yeah. But anyways, they all like someone. It's funny. I guess I can't talk about how funny it is when people at Day Camp like other people at Day Camp, though, because I myself am guilty.
Also, I have discovered something about myself.
I am a sucka for boys with curly hair. It's true, and I can't help it. I think it's always been there, really, my love for it, with Jesse and Jake, and Toby's hair is wavy, but I just noticed how much more attracted I am to the ones with curly hair. At camp, we were discussing types of men we like, and the other girls decided for me, based on Raleigh and Alex, that I like tall, dark, and handsome men. Hmm. I do like brown eyes a lot a lot, I think the prettiest brown eyes on a guy are Nate's. But I don't know about the rest. Haha. This is weird, I am writing about types of men in my livejournal. It seems that stereotype is failing now, though, because this guy that I am attracted to, he's got blonde hair and blue eyes. Mmhmm. He's cute, too. Wow, uhm, yeah. Anyways.
Do you remember Allegrah's Window? It was a show on Nickelodeon that Jacob and I used to watch.
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YequalsCAMEL: i am broke, emi
YequalsCAMEL: lol it's funny
YequalsCAMEL: i have 2 jobs
YequalsCAMEL: and i am broke
imasemoasyourmom: haha. what did you spend your money on!?
imasemoasyourmom: DRUGS? AGAIN!
imasemoasyourmom: YSOBEL!
YequalsCAMEL: oh my. you caught me. emily, they are just so good!
YequalsCAMEL: i will share them with you!!!
imasemoasyourmom: OKAY. GREAT!!
YequalsCAMEL: grood. i mean good. and great. great and good.
imasemoasyourmom: I'LL COME OVER TONIGHT. AND WE'LL DO DRUGS.
YequalsCAMEL: AWE YEAH
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We freaking saw RELIENT K!!! And I hugged Matty T! Ahhhhhhh!!
Dear Jayme and Patrick,
Post your pictures. Also, I had the best time with ya'll. I love you both, very much. And we saw RELIENT K!!! Heehee.
Love, Whyso.
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I got my letter from the state in the mail, and I can go get my license.
One catch : I lost my permit again.
HOW DO YOU LOSE SOMETHING LIKE THAT TWICE?!?!
Maybe I shouldn't get my license. I'd probably lose it.
GERIUOhngioehrgioeaoigjewalegjwpoajgwoealjg laej hga.
Errrrr.
In other news. Jayme=going to Relient K tomorrow. WHOOT.
I AM EXCITED AND ANGERED AT THE SAME TIME.
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Yesterday, when I woke up for church, I felt like I was going to die. I was sick, and like I felt deathly sick. I had a headache, stomach hurting-ness, fever, sore throat. So I got up, took a shower, and wanted to fall straight back into bed. But I didn't - I went to church and basically slept through it all on Aunt Che's lap. That is kind of bad but I was sick!
So I came home and sat on the couch and tried to sleep and then though, "Screw this" and went upstairs to my nice bed.
I slept until almost 3pm.
Jacob comes into my room around that time and is like, "WAKE UP, your weiner friends are here!" So I waddled downstairs (still in my pajamas) and who should it be? But Nellie and Paul! I was excited. I was feeling a little better by this time, my stomach didn't hurt and I didn't have a fever (still headache and sore throat though), so we went for a walk in the park. Guess who I saw? Dan's mom. Haha, she hugged me, and was like, you are invited to watch the fireworks with us tonight. Dan gave me this "No way!" look. Haha, that was awkward. Anyways.
So we walked and then went swinging and then went back to my house. Where I ate steak (hey, I was feeling better). So, they decided to go see a movie, and since I had to work at 5, I couldn't go. So they left and I ate watermelon and got ready for work.
At work, I saw Rhiannon, and she gave me a raise! Wahoo!
Plus, Tor was not mad at me. He didn't even know what I was talking about. We stood outside for the longest time talking about my week away and then I was like, "So, did you miss me?" and he gave me sigh and goes, "Yeaahh." Haha.
So work was good and we closed at 8 and I got time and a half, which isn't so bad now that I got a raise.
Will and Kevin Drown came to visit me!! Yay. We were technically supposed to be closed, but how could I say no to that face? I love you! PS you were going to get your ice cream for free, but then she charged Kevin so I was like, uhmm okay, I don't want to not charge Will but make Kevin pay. I didn't know she did though. Oh well.
Anyways. So afterwards, Tor gave me a ride home. He drives like a maniac and is scary and wow. Yeah. I got home, changed super-duper fast (it was like 8.50 by this time, fireworks start at 9) and then like ran up to the park. I was unsure that I would find my mom, but I was pretty sure she'd be sitting in the same spot she sits in every year. Good thing she was too, because I found her. She brought Byelka with her, and that was cool.
So I watched fireworks and after I went out with Georgia and Amy and uhmm those kids. We went to Denny's, haha. We got pink ranch sauce! And a poster for the new Hil movie "A Cinderella Story"! It was exciting. Heehee. Alex started texting me, and then I called him, and we talked for maybe 20 minutes. They were at Wal-Mart (he and Stewey snuck out of camp) and he was buying a new contact lens case and Stewey was buying a paintball gun. A freaking paintball gun at 1am. Alex was yelling at him, it was funny. I have to write him a letter. Heh.
So yeah, I got home at about 2.45am, but it was a good time. So yeah.
Today the plans include showering, going to see a movie (I don't know yet what I want - Spiderman 2, Dodgeball, Stepford Wives, The Notebook?), and then I have to work tonight at 5. The only nights I work this week at tonight and Thursday. That plus day camp. I want to hang out with .... you. Okay? Okay, bye.
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| Wow. Long time no... update? |
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I will be surprised if anyone reads this whole entry. It's extremely long and probably contains nothing you would be interested in, unless you know about Camp Manitoumi (the leaves out about everyone except... Joel?).
Yes. So it has been a week or more since I have updated. I spent my week at Camp Manitoumi. Let me tell you, I had a freaking blast!! Well, to start off...
Toby was not there. He just wasn't. I think it has something to do with his brother's new child, but I don't know. I haven't talked to him. I am taking it as a sign, okay? God's sign.
So anyway. Right when I got there I saw Jordan and she looked at me like she didn't remember me and then was like, ::throws hands in the air and screams "YSOBEL!!" at the top of her lungs while she grabs me in a huge hug::. So yeah, I got a warm welcome. We went and found everyone, Brittany, Elisabeth, Wayne, Nick, Schuy!, and Carrie!!! Yay. I missed her so freaking much. This week was great, we walked around holding hands or with our hands in each other's back pockets.. That might sound weird. ::Shrugs:: That's the way we act when we are together... We were part-time lovers and then, since I slept in her bed with her one night, we decided we were full-time. ANYWAYS.
We went into Peoria for lunch, and I met the rest of the new staffers, including Zeb, Alex, Eric, and some others. When we got back to camp, I saw Pastor John and Mrs. Kealen and talked to them for awhile... And then the camp started.
First off, let me say that during this time I was not at all sure if I wanted to be there. Toby was not there, and I was a little disappointed. But you see, that all changed, because I realized how awesome my friends are down there and how loving and close the Jesus and each other we all get, and I remembered I miss them all the time (I usually try not to think about it, because it's sad).
Well, obviously I can't go into every detail, but I'll try to cover the basics. Hmm. So I met this extremely pretty guy, and his name is Raleigh. But his best friend, Matt (who is not pretty by the world's standards, but pretty on the inside) was way more nice and hilarious than him. But they are both cool kids, and if it weren't for me thinking Raleigh is fine, I would not have met Matt, the cool kid. So I had fun with them all week.
Carrie and I (as I mentioned before) walked around holding hands and being lovers. Haha. I miss her already.
Alex, who is 22, and I became good friends pretty fast. He is usually a counselor but since it was an Awana week, he was working on staff. Uhmm. Alex is 6'8". Alex likes me. Hmm. Alex is too old. Too bad, oh well. We are still good friends. We are the "Queen and King" of the staff tables. Haha. Also, Ashley B. and I are his "loves". Anyways.
Jordan was my roomie. It was kind of weird since Carrie and I had been roomies all the other years we went, but it was good. We have the same idea about sleeping - the more we get, the better! So it was all good. She is oh-so-beautiful. She has a wonderful tan from being a lifeguard, plus her personality is wonderful.
I met some new people that I didn't know from last year, like Ashley G (who is amazing! She made me this awesome necklace and it only took her like 5 minutes!), Gretchen, Abbey (who is my running partner! We ran a lot together, I was motivated to run with her. We asked Raleigh to run with us a couple of times... We just wanted him to take his shirt off, haha. Jordan:"Tell Raleigh he's making you sin - you're lusting!!" [It's totally true, though. I went swimming just because I knew he would be there, and I wanted to look at his gorgeous body, lol. Everyone thought I was obsessed with him, heehee.]), and Kirsten.
Uhm. I don't know what else to write about the people, because they are all so awesome. I always feel this way, and I am sad that I don't live down there by them, because they all make me smile more than anything. When Ashley could tell I was disappointed about the Toby thing, she prayed with me, and gave me some verses for encouragement. Life here just isn't like that. I know when I am here I miss the devotions.. Sure, I could do them by myself, it's different though, when people are doing them with you and you can tell they have a heart to serve Jesus. As Pastor John says, "There is joy is serving Jesus!!" Well, I miss that when I am here. Sometimes, I need to be reminded of that. Okay, done.
So, do you want to hear about some of my favorite parts of the week?
Well, I don't care if you do or not - I'ma tell you!
So, on Thursday night, we were cleaning up in the Dining Hall. I went to clean my mop out, so I turned on the faucet of the mop sink (it's on the floor). Unbeknownst to me, the faucet top comes off. So, uhm, I turn it on full-blown hot and WHOOSH!! The faucet comes off! I went SCREAMING for help!! I tried to turn it off and I was like, "ouch, that's hot!!" So as I was screaming Ashley B comes in and is like, "Summy, why are you screaming?!" and then she looks at the sink and screamed and tried to turn it off and was like, "OMG THAT IS HOT!" So she yells, "SOMEBODY GET A GLOVE!" and goes running off into the kitchen to find a rubber glove to use to turn it off. Well, Ashley C has a great idea in the meantime - "Why don't we turn on the cold?" So she does, and the water shoots up!!!! By now, water's going all over the floor and I am sitting on the ground closeby holding my crotch yelling, "I AM GOING TO PEE MY PANTS!!" and laughing my brains out. Carrie comes in like, "What the heck is going on?" and then starts laughing after she sees me on the ground and the water and everything. Ashley comes back, and finally gets the water off. After that, we are trying to clean it up, Mrs. Kealen comes in and was like, "Why were you guys screaming?" And I'm still laughing, trying to tell her what happened and while I was laughing guess what? I PEED MY PANTS!!! (Only a little, but still - I did it!) And yeah. They were having a flag/dance/sing ceremony or whatever those Awana kids do like right in front of the dining hall!! So, basically, everyone in the camp heard everything we did and everything that was said, especially me yelling at wetting my pants. Haha. It was hilarious, to say the least. I laughed about it through the rest of the ceremony (we were made to watch it). I am still laughing about it! Haha.
Another funny thing, was last night (Friday) I asked Matt if I could take a picture with him. He goes, "Okay! Jump into my arms!" I was like, "No, haha, Matt, that would be PDA!!" and he was like, "No, it's okay! Raleigh and I do it all the time!" Haha. And then he was trying to pick me up and make me do it!! Haha. He is one hilarious kid. He is going to be working Senior High week, and I'm sad I can't be there. Schuy said he was going to "make him a man". Hahaahahaha.
One night, I shared a spoon with Raleigh for our slushies, and I was really hyper lol. Carrie said later that I should have saved it, but I told her it would have looked weird if I had just saved the spoon because "it had Raleigh's spit on it, so it's kind of like you kissed except there was no contact/pleasure". He woulda been like, okay, creppy psycho girl! Haha.
Sooo this entry about camp is long enough. I am really, really happy I went. I am extremely tired, but I think it was worth missing a week of work (which =money) to minister at this camp. I met this awesome camper, Bethany, who made me smile every day. Plus, I might be going back the week after Teen Camp... Junior III. I am also writing Alex letters for the rest of the summer, because he's a counselor, and I can embarass him like that, heh.
You guys rock at writing long entries that take me like 2 hours to catch up on in reading. Thanks!!
Okay, bye.
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I don't ever have time for updates anymore and it makes me sad because I do this for me, and I won't have much to help me remember this summer, just the memories. I'll probably just look back and say, "I worked way too much that summer, but it was worth it" or something along those lines.
Maybe..?
I leave Saturday. That is less than 2 days. I don't know how I feel about it. For now, I am indifferent.
I wanted to write a long post but now I can't remember what I was going to write about or anything. I'm really worried about Jon, my mom said it's probably not type 2, more likely to be type 1. Plus, his other stuff. I don't know why, but I feel really strongly about that.
Also, the parents of the little boy. I sure hope there is no lawsuit. I told my mom to call me at camp if something happens while I am away, because that is something that I would want to be here for. I will have to give the camp number to Steve tomorrow.
Plus, I am missing a leadership meeting on Saturday, and I feel guilty about it. I don't know.. Uhm. Okay.
Kristin, I have not seen you in a week almost, and I am leaving Saturday, which means no hang out time until the 5th of July (at least - I don't think I have to work that day, because we don't have day camp that day and I don't think DQ because I am working the 4th, and I get back from camp the 3rd). So, we must play sometime around there, okay? I love you.
I have to clean my room and pack, since I am working tomorrow night at 5. PS. I think Tor is mad at me and I don't know what I did. Grrr.
Okay, bye.
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RP just said something to me about "Uncle Toby" and I was like, who the heck is that? But then, I remembered... Her sister is married to Toby's brother, making their new child Toby's neice. And that kind of is weird, that he is somebody's uncle.
I bought Jon Gonda a new hat, because he said his Aurora Christian one got blown out of a window when the car was going like 90 miles per hour and it was Nick's fault... Or something like that. So anyways, I bought him a black one from PacSun, and it was kind of expensive, but I think he really liked it, because he kind of jumped for joy. And he squealed. Lol, he's silly. That made my day, to make someone else's day like that.
We are good friends.
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TRY, OKAY?
Ahem. Uhm.. Last night I went to a pig roast, and I ate pig. And it was good. And then, Joyce and I went to see Shrek 2. I love her, because she is real cool. Yeaaah. Uhm.. Yeah?
Let's talk.
I miss Toby. WTF. Always. Ever since I last talked to him, I kind of put him in the back of my mind and was like, I will deal with that when I get there. But guess what? I will see him this.Saturday. Wow, it creeped up. The day I was looking forward to since last August, and it is finally almost here. And I am scared out of my freaking mind. I don't know what I am going to say, because I know Jenni will be there too, and even though he already made up his mind, he is definately going to have problems. Or he won't, I will. He is going to have to make up his mind for sure. I don't know. I am excited, but yet scared. What will I do? What will I say? How will he act? Oh my. Whatever am I going to do?
In other news, I can't wait to see Carrie, though. I miss that girl like W.H.O.A.
Jess is cute again. He's being a good boy. Goooood pimp juice. Yeah, definately confused about that one too. I guess we'll see what happens after I am gone for a week. And after I .. Uhm. Talk to Toby. Will I talk to him? Wait, will he talk to me? Hmm.
Just stuff to think about. </3
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Yeaaahhh. So today, we went to Nowell Pool. Lol, it was fun. Me and Tina.. erm, who's Tina? I mean, me and JuJu started a revolution.. Haha. I went to bed super early last night so I wasn't all that tired today. Ohhh yeah and we (the junior counselors) did Hot Spot today! And it was really fun(ny). Some of the funnier questions where "Sweets, tell us about the time Kenny asked you to be his girlfriend!" "All Jr. counselors, do you guys know how to brush your teeth and what breath mints are?" (Haha, Joe answered that one with "I Don't Know" and Tony with "Why not!" lol) "Grimis, why do you eat out of the toilet" (haha, I helped little Lydell write that one and I was cracking up the whole time) and then this one had me dying of laughter... "Grimis (aka Steve Boyett), did you know that Camel Face (aka me) loves you and is going to propose to you in 12 days? I can hear the church bells ringing!" Hahahahah. I don't know where that came from, or what. He answered "...Yes." Lol. So all day I kept saying to him, "Grimis, only 12 more days!" and then he'd laugh and we'd have a good laugh. Haha, it was the funniest thing, and I was sitting next to Tony and he like had to pick me up off the floor from laughing so hard. Haha.
Whoooo. Just thinking about it makes me want to laugh some more. Haha.
So I think in 12 days if it's still funny to everyone (mostly me and Steve) that I will propose to him in front of the whole camp. Or maybe not. Mwahha.
And, I did my last driver's training sesson, wahoo! Now all I gots ta do is get my blue slip, and then my license. Whoot. My mom got me pizza to celebrate. Heehee.
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Kristin, what happened?
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Yesterday was really, really awesome and I love the little Magster. She's aweeessoommme. Plus, the car show was great, even if not that many people showed up, there were still a lot of cars and it was still a lot of fun. Jon Imbo showed up and I hadn't seen him in awhile. We exchanged new cell numbers but I doubt either will call the other because... It's like, old school stuff now. I don't know. I don't feel like... Uhm, nevermind. It's too complicated.
We ate a lot at Mags's and it was good. I liked it.
Today was .. Good, in the beginning. See, we went to Splash Station Waterpark in Joliet, where we will be going every Wednesday from now on. It was fun, I hung out with Joe, Nell, DJ and Laura Fiske all day (plus little kids). I liked it but I bet I'll get sick of it by the end of the summer. Plus, I got sunburnt, even though I put on sunblock like 5 times. No joke, for real, 5 times and I still got burnt. I hate my skin.
Well... The next part I don't know if I want to write about. Just, when we got back to the center, they called the Jr. and Sr. counselors for a meeting, and told us some bad news. I am sad like whoa. It's amazing to realize how precious life is, and how awesome God it, because while I know so many people last week were praying for an opposite outcome, I know God has a plan for what happened. But yeah, it was sad. I was crying, and Jon Gonda came over and hugged me, and I swear that was one of the best hugs I've ever recieved. I can't even explain it, it just was. It was real sweet of him, too. So I came home and talked to my mom. Good news, we got a dog, she is a white husky about 2 years old! I haven't seen her yet, but I'm sure she's cute. Also, bad news - Grandma is getting kidney stone surger tomorrow.. She jsut calls us today to tell us? Well, that's a Grandma thing. It's not the worst surgery in the world and my mom told me not to worry. Hmm.
I went to Dairy Queen and picked up my check, which was miniscule, because of my having no hours whatsoever last week. But, I did get some free ice cream and get to see Tor, and that's always good. Also, only one more driving lesson left, and then I get my license. Whoot.
Goodbye.
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